Wednesday, June 26, 2013

Who I Am

So, I've written this post multiple times.

After spending probably way too much times looking at blogs I like and getting an idea for my own, when I finally came down to writing this, I wasn't exactly sure what I wanted everyones first impression of me to be. At first I tried being all deep and artsy, writing a poem and putting in song lyrics or something, but it just felt wrong. My second attempt was just a short paragraph of me talking about this blog, but after reading it over a couple of times, I realized it just wasn't me.

So this is it. THIS time, it's really me here.

I'm not that artsy, and maybe I'm not even that deep, but I am who I am, and that's what I want this blog to be a reflection of. Even if my life isn't as glamorous as the blogs I look at where the people wear expensive outfits and spend their days taking pictures in exotic countries and going on fancy vacations, it's my life, and I don't want anything on here to be expressing anything different. Because frankly, I love my life, despite not being rich, despite having loads of homework and sleep deprivation and real-life problems. I love my life because I have amazing friends, an amazing family, and experiences that you couldn't get for any amount of money.

I'm crazy and hyper and weird, but I'm not ashamed anymore. Because posting things that aren't a reflection of who I really am aren't really a reflection of anything. I want to be able to look back on this years from now and remember the person I really was, no matter how understated my life is. And who knows, maybe some exciting things will happen to me soon. I've got my whole life ahead of me.

So, if you're here reading this, no matter who you are, thank you. I hope you enjoy what I have here, even if you don't know me. Because I'm hoping, even if we've never met, and even if we never will meet, something on my blog makes you happy. 

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